I am 62 yrs.old and have started an on-line school in medical transcription paid for by the rehab.dept. because i was hit by a car 1 yr. ago and find problems when I try to go workin an office again. The EDD approved for my schooling by giving me a yrs. benefits to help me and social security has taken my application for SSI to help also.
Yesterday, EDD made a big mess of everything and said bad things to me, insulted my integrity, etc. It hurt me so bad I broke down and began crying. I could not stop and it got worse. I had no food as I was waiting for my money to come through which it should. I lost it, crying very loud and then nasty to the supervisor. I called my rehab. counselor and she is looking into this as it has already been approved. I am scared and I feel anger. Anger is not part of me, nor fear. Seems as though I completely forgot who I am and that in all things, we show love as the children of god. I am ashamed of myself and I am asking for prayer right now. I have repented of my sins and forgiven these people who hurt me so badly. One person could not look me in the eye.
Please pray for me. This anger thing I can't stand. It took years to get rid of anger held inside until I met Jesus. I know Jesus and I know Anger is not part of me because of him. Please help me.

Thank You and God Bless.