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definitely not toni

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Nov 22, 06 - 9:40 PM
Life without Toni

Sir John Addy told me that I was depressed and referred me with this counselor and

so did Sir Jo-al had advised.

me?? depressed?...

hmm..

may be so.




I wonder what life would be like without me aye? (hehe emo!) nahh ... I just wanna gather things to cheer me up i guess. haha. I've been thinking, there are so many things to accomplish this term, that sometimes it crosses my mind. "what if one day, on my way home from school, i die or something?" ... ok fine, that's too harsh. what if i meet an accident and leads me to stay in the hospital for a couple of days or what. (knock on wood) ... what will happen to my requirements for school? ... how bout my groupmates? ... of course they wont go looking for it because it'll sound too narcistic of them that instead of giving me a get well soon card. or what if it's my funeral? ... Gosh, I can't afford to die any time soon. but who can tell??

I've been thinking too.. do i cry too much? am i too outspoken? should i try any harder? .. (lyrics of "not pretty too much by Kasey Chambers)

In school, do i take initiative too much?... i was born to be a leader, as what my birthdate says. But i don't do it just for me, i want to succeed together with my friends. I hope that they'll see the reason that i'm doing this for them. It's not that I try to lead to much, but i'm training my schoolmates, so that we'd graduate to be competent EPSY. I'm sharing what I am learning and yah, what i said, training them so that they can do without me. nyer. I mean so that in the near future, like thesis and stuff, we can do things alone or seperated.

Nevertheless, we're still going to the top and accomplish our goals together.

So, help me please? what do you think life would be like without me? I remember when I missed one of my RMEXPTL classes, no one was there to noise around and simply, its just noticeable when i'm not around. should i take that as a compliment? .. i dunno. care share your thoughts with me?
jacq



Nov 22nd, 2006 - 11:10 PM
Re: Life without Toni

life without toni???? hmmm peaceful? hahaha joke lang! alam mo naman mahal ka namin toni e! and evrything you said naman is true eh....

kaya...hmmm bkt ka ba depressed?
janelle



Nov 27th, 2006 - 8:22 PM
Re: Life without Toni

life without toni would be very peaceful.. hahaha! love you toni!
rLynn

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Nov 30th, 2006 - 9:52 AM
Re: Life without Toni

hmm... yah, life would be peaceful, but also boring. haha. panu na kaya pag walang mga fashion mishaps, sa block?! hehe. at walang mangungulit sa mga tinatamad na blockmates, walang "unique" sense, pero minsan walang sense. ok, toni, eto na ung inaantay mo na wala akong magawa kaya babasahin ko na tong website mo.
angeli



Nov 30th, 2006 - 5:26 PM
Re: Life without Toni

life w/o toni would be incredibly dull. no more screaming fits. no more childish antics. no more odd side-comments. no more money collections. no more block leader. no more staunch defender of epsy..hehe and the list can just go on and on. epsy won't be epsy w/o you. haha. uy, nka smile na yan. haha. peace :)
birthday girl

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Nov 30th, 2006 - 8:16 PM
Re: Life without Toni

hahaha ... angeli baliw ka. heheh thanks guys. sniff hehehe
Toni

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Dec 20th, 2007 - 10:10 PM
Re: Life without Toni

December 2007 update -
Term2 Junior year:

I was depressed back then even I had a Rex????

I really think i have a Major Depressive Disorder (haha dume-deviabe)

...that's why i will justify that whenever there are/were disappointments this past school year.

It affects me SO MUCH.





parang Thesis lang eh. 2.5 SHET. NO WAY!

lahat ng sinabi ko nung time na yun. HINDI YUN DRAMA.

haha

I meant it when I said I have no future if my grade was really a 2.5

I made sense kaya when I was hysterical!


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